Piece the Puzzle

Sitting at my window

Lonely thoughts running through my mind

Wondering where life's taking me

And what life's left behind

I'm staring down the rain-clad road

Watching children as they play

Whiling away my precious time

On this somber and peaceful day

Abundant thoughts seem to fly about

Some good while others bad

Recalling every moment

And every opportunity I've had

It's been a while since I've penned my thoughts

So it's hard to get the flow

But there's so much i want to tell you

So much you need to know

Life hasn't been very easy

A regular troubled teen

Made an obscene amount of mistakes

I'm the perfect drama queen

Twenty years have passed me by

But experience might make it seem more

Mine is not the life of an average girl

And I'm sure you've heard that before

I'm coming out of a two year relationship

It seems odd that I'm not shattered

But it's hard when life's like a puzzle

With some pieces lost and some scattered

Where do I begin I have to ask

Which story should I first tell

How do I even find the words

To explain that moment i fell?

My life has been a roller coaster ride

With it mostly getting stuck

I always make the worst decisions

Accompanied by rotten luck

Ignoring advice from all my friends

Being blind to the wrong steps i take

Then go crying back to those very shoulders

Whose feelings were always fake

My problem is I cannot face the truth

I run at the first signs of pain

Blocking Out any chance of change

To make mistakes all over again

Though i hope i can be an example

And make a difference to a troubled soul

Don't run and hide but stand and fight

Piece the puzzle and make it whole